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Thursday, August 27, 2009 (6:52 PM)
Nigel . hope you are really okay please take good care of yourself . hope this would not take up too much of your time reading it D: ii really dont know what to do with you . ii dont wana lose you , ii don't know why would ii feel this way , Just wana uu to understand how ii feel . seeing your together sometimes , ii dont know to be happy or sad , seriously .
Sorry Cheryl for writing all these here . hope it doesn't hurt you or offend you . i don't know if ii should really give up or what . i'm like very confused . cannot really describe the feeling , but ii really dont want to be like an "extra" between your .
I really dont know . I can see that Cheryl still really likes you and that you care for her alot . Each time when she's with you , she would come tell me that she was with you . kay , take that few days for example . she was with you at the library then is like she's just telling me every single thing your do so ii would just say uh , okay , enjoy bahhs . seriously , why does she have to tell me all these things ? Everytime tell me so much things ! ii dont wish do be hurt over and over again emotionally each day .
ii dont know what's on your mind . you still like cheryl right ? everytime she would like ask if she should give up , ii dont really know what to say so i'd just say no . ii really do not wished to be stuck in this , ii dont even know how am ii gonna take it each day . ii scare i'd lose uu one day .. u'll understand it soon . everytime see Cheryl so happy , okay , wont blame her for this after all . sometimes ii feel so "extra" dk why . really wished to see uu this week but uu said uu and justin wanted to rest , okay then . maybe i've been thinking too much that ii easily get affected . i dont know .
wished you really know how ii feel right now .
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Thursday, August 27, 2009 [ 6:52 PM ]
Nigel . hope you are really okay please take good care of yourself . hope this would not take up too much of your time reading it D: ii really dont know what to do with you . ii dont wana lose you , ii don't know why would ii feel this way , Just wana uu to understand how ii feel . seeing your together sometimes , ii dont know to be happy or sad , seriously .
Sorry Cheryl for writing all these here . hope it doesn't hurt you or offend you . i don't know if ii should really give up or what . i'm like very confused . cannot really describe the feeling , but ii really dont want to be like an "extra" between your .
I really dont know . I can see that Cheryl still really likes you and that you care for her alot . Each time when she's with you , she would come tell me that she was with you . kay , take that few days for example . she was with you at the library then is like she's just telling me every single thing your do so ii would just say uh , okay , enjoy bahhs . seriously , why does she have to tell me all these things ? Everytime tell me so much things ! ii dont wish do be hurt over and over again emotionally each day .
ii dont know what's on your mind . you still like cheryl right ? everytime she would like ask if she should give up , ii dont really know what to say so i'd just say no . ii really do not wished to be stuck in this , ii dont even know how am ii gonna take it each day . ii scare i'd lose uu one day .. u'll understand it soon . everytime see Cheryl so happy , okay , wont blame her for this after all . sometimes ii feel so "extra" dk why . really wished to see uu this week but uu said uu and justin wanted to rest , okay then . maybe i've been thinking too much that ii easily get affected . i dont know .
wished you really know how ii feel right now .
Thursday, August 27, 2009 [ 6:52 PM ]
Nigel . hope you are really okay please take good care of yourself . hope this would not take up too much of your time reading it D: ii really dont know what to do with you . ii dont wana lose you , ii don't know why would ii feel this way , Just wana uu to understand how ii feel . seeing your together sometimes , ii dont know to be happy or sad , seriously .
Sorry Cheryl for writing all these here . hope it doesn't hurt you or offend you . i don't know if ii should really give up or what . i'm like very confused . cannot really describe the feeling , but ii really dont want to be like an "extra" between your .
I really dont know . I can see that Cheryl still really likes you and that you care for her alot . Each time when she's with you , she would come tell me that she was with you . kay , take that few days for example . she was with you at the library then is like she's just telling me every single thing your do so ii would just say uh , okay , enjoy bahhs . seriously , why does she have to tell me all these things ? Everytime tell me so much things ! ii dont wish do be hurt over and over again emotionally each day .
ii dont know what's on your mind . you still like cheryl right ? everytime she would like ask if she should give up , ii dont really know what to say so i'd just say no . ii really do not wished to be stuck in this , ii dont even know how am ii gonna take it each day . ii scare i'd lose uu one day .. u'll understand it soon . everytime see Cheryl so happy , okay , wont blame her for this after all . sometimes ii feel so "extra" dk why . really wished to see uu this week but uu said uu and justin wanted to rest , okay then . maybe i've been thinking too much that ii easily get affected . i dont know .
wished you really know how ii feel right now .